i feel like starving again
urgh
31st of March: stupid family occasion
The title says it all. My family got some sort of occasion and there are lots and lots of food.
I ate them. I just fucking ate them. I binge on the rice, junk food and more.
Fuck my life, no dinner for me today. Fat pig.
Going downhill again…
I’m starting to count calories rather obssessively again. And I’m slowly starting to restrict my intake and I’m avoiding certain foods and getting very repititive in what I eat. So much has been going on lately and my only response is “lose weight”!
Well... I must say that i came across to your blog because of several random facts and i started surfing and i couldn't keep away the fact that there was something about your blog that was disturbing some strings inside my mind... and it kinda does because well... i just want to tell you that all this sounds too familiar to me. I went throught that too, when i was much younger than you are i guess (i was 10 when i started) Now i'm 20, it's been six or seven years since i left it behind.
I’m sorry that my posts are disturbing to you. It really is, i can’t deny it. Fyi, this is my second blog. I made this blog just for my depression and eating disorder. I know that if i post something about my eating disorder, it’s gonna trigger someone.
I would say everything in this blog is disturbing.
